Detour. Destination Unknown.

Failure is never easy to accept.  It’s certainly also not easy to admit, or to publish.  But it’s a part of life and something we all experience at some point.   Sometimes getting back on the horse after a really rough tumble off  is harder than others.   I think admitting in writing,  that Tyler and I parted ways  is a first step in the process.  Or maybe a second step; the first step was a lot of crying.  But nonetheless, it’s gotta be some sort of step, right? I have to admit it at some point.

That boy means the world to me.  He is such an amazing part of my life and has brought laughter to so many of my days over the past three years.  He has been there for me at my hardest times, been my shoulder to cry on and my rock to keep me going.  He has known how to make me laugh in my crankiest of days, and kept me on my toes at my laziest of moments.  Sometimes someone enters your life that will share a bond with you that no one else will understand.  A look, a touch, a giggle can mean more than you can describe.  We kept each other smiling, dancing like morons and eating like pigs, and we see eye-to-eye on almost everything.  Almost. 

Timing is everything.  I’ll keep this short and sweet by saying our timing in life is off.  That’s really all there is to say.  Tyler is my best friend and will always have a place in my heart and in my life.  I hope and pray I’ll always be able to catch up with him for some Italian food and a bottle of wine wherever life may take both of us, and stuff our faces while laughing at all the ridiculous things have come our way. 

But life goes on.  A new chapter begins.  I only hope this chapter is as wonderful as the last.

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6 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. Emma
    Feb 13, 2012 @ 19:17:28

    love you

    Reply

  2. Mom
    Feb 13, 2012 @ 19:20:45

    That’s my girl… Life goes on. Chalk it up to a positive experience that has in some way enriched your life, but acknowledge that there are more and better ones around the bend.

    Reply

  3. christinecaltabiano
    Feb 14, 2012 @ 08:54:32

    Can we get a follow up blog post that involves T-Diddy? We need some happy thoughts here!

    Reply

    • Courtney
      Feb 14, 2012 @ 11:06:30

      Agreed. Tonight will involve an anti- valentines party and my little sister so that will be sure to add some happy (or stupid). And I’ll be seeing T-Diddy on the 25th… Will keep you posted 🙂

      Reply

  4. 'integer
    Feb 15, 2012 @ 00:53:51

    This is sad news. You are the kind of incredible person that attracts other incredible people, so I’ll look forward to your next incredible chapter.

    Reply

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